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Damn exciting now!!
yesss!!!
Tomorrow is the day!
I'm going to South Africa!!!
I'll try to update when I reach there (watch out cb yeee =P)
I really have to update d
my bloggie....
its rusting :(
dears, darlings and friends,
TAKE CARE!!
see you next year!
gonna sleep now~
I really don't want to be a panda in the Safari!
Goooooooood Night!

my tarot cards description

Card Description
Context - This card reflects the general over view of your present situation.

Focus - This card reflects a new set of circumstances that are about to or just have presented themselves to you. This is your central issue at this time.

Outcome - This card reflects the outcome of the Focus Card. The results of your problems solving/decision making.
Context - The Lovers
Decisions cannot be made solely by the heart, or by the mind. It is the marriage of the two that can lead us to make the right choices of life. Neither side should be ignored. When choices confront you, you must step back and think logically about the situation and you must also consider how your heart reacts as well. Only when both halves of yourself are consulted can you follow the best course of action. Choices should never be made with only one point of view.

Focus - The Chariot
Ambition can be the driving force behind any journey, but can also be your downfall. You can not let your ambitions blind you to what is right in front of you. When this card appears, you need to temper your enthusiasm or else your aggression to succeed will ultimately lead to failure. Channel your energy positively and make your choices with a cool head. Like the chariot driver must control his horses, you also have to rein in your own passions. A strong will can easily get out of hand.

Outcome - The Tower
A very powerful card indeed. When this card appears, you can expect things to get worse before they get better. But rest assured, they will get better once the destruction has run its course. Many things are going to come tumbling down around you, regardless of your efforts to prevent it. At this point, change is necessary and you just have to let it happen so that something new can develop from the ruins. Try to look at the bigger picture rather than the unfortunate events to come.

stressss

wooooooooooooohoooooooooooooo~

i can feel my stress

which comes from nowhere

its driving me crazy

making me blank all the time

and

making me feeling sick of 4 of the walls in my hostel

i wanna go back...............

having a serious home sick i think.......

i miss my home

i miss the ants in my house

even the mosquitoes

and the smell of chicken shit fertilizer -.-

i just don't know who i can talk to...

i can just talk with my blog

i can't imagine next month

it's MOCK!!

it will be way more harder than any of the tests and exams

i'm just too weak to cope all of the subjects......

where can i buy a genious brain?

i would like to buy from him/her

now,

i can just feel stress and frustrated

i just like to hide myself nowadays

and

i don't know why

bio test

this is how we study =D
show ur pretty faceeeeeee

rajin betul! no one can fight!

what is Trisha doing?? her handphone can suck up metal!

here I am!!!

geng!

yeng!

this show that college life is really really tiring... ...

im tired

continuesly exam for 4 weeks
actually is 1 exam per week
but i spended all my time in preparing the exams
i can see pimples pooping out from my face
stress+frustrated=pimples

what am i scared of?
scared of being 'bombed' by other people
some people tend to cricticise people when they failed to achive something
is that necessary?
i don't see the point of cricticising and 'splashing cold water' to people
TELL ME WHY
both of you are my relatives
both of you are closer than anyone who knows me
but you are the one who hurts me
and you take it as a joke and you purposely ask me infront of the people
Congratulations!
you embarresed me.
Happy?

h@ppy birthday to my sis

Went Jusco after school and meet my eX-classmates
I can't believe that i'm kah yan's first friend passenger to sit her brand new Myvi =)
Note: luckily i've bought insurans
juz kidding lahh =P i trust u ;)
today should be our class gathering
although only 5 person attended
but we enjoyed our chatting session at Old Town

after that i went to Milwaukee for dinner because its my sis's birthday
i've ordered a plate of Long John
LOL
the taste is.........
ahemmm.....NORMAL
i planned to buy something for her from Spring Field =)
BUT
i really have to study for my Bio first
because i didn't really focus on it @~@
and my topic test and EE is around the corner
i already screwed my accounts
and i cannot afford to screw other subjects
IM SO SCAREDDDDDDDDDDDDD

meaningfull email from my beloved mother :)

A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet.

He held up a sign which said: 'I am blind, please help.' There were only a few coins in the hat.

A man was walking by.

He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat.

He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words.

Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy.

That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, 'Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?'

The man said, 'I only wrote the truth.

I said what you said but in a different way.'

What he had written was: 'Today is a beautiful day and I cannot see it.'

Do you think the first sign and the second sign were saying the same thing?

Of course both signs told people the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people they were so lucky that they were not blind. Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective?

Moral of the Story: Be thankful for what you have. Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively.Invite others towards good with wisdom. Live life with no excuse and love with no regrets. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Great men say, 'Life has to be an incessant process of repair and reconstruction, of discarding evil and developing goodness. In the journey of life, if you want to travel without fear, you must have the ticket of a good conscience.' The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling!!And even more beautiful is, knowing that you are the reason behind it!

i suck

why why why
why am i so suckish?
i just suck at everything
i cannot even pass a stupid driving test -.-
ZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZz
im so tired of it
when will it end???
I JUST WANNA DRIVE
and my maths................
OMG
im so so stupid and i can't get more than 3 out of 5 percent

which crazy !@#$ are you?

this is so so true?

Sylvia Plath

You are one intense bitch. You are almost abnormally introspective but this is where your abundant creativity flows from. You love handsome, brilliant, creative genius types but you pay the price when their egos and lustful ways cause them to betray you. You are a very intelligent, classy lady with a black streak and can be very emotional at times. You do have a bit of a morbid side but your words often lead you to be misunderstood as a dark figure but that is just how you protect your soft mushy insides.

i think i kinda like someone O.o

good or bad?

i don't know

i just don't feel like wanna fall in love with anyone now @@

so "fan" -.-

timeless laaa

time is not enough for me nowadays..
oh god,can i have extra time?
ofcourse not!
im asking nonsense -.-ll..
my dear ching, called me just now...
miss her so so so X100000 much!!
and my another dear leen, dissapeared recently =(
she looks busy all the time
i know i look busy too!
but im really really super busy because of the exams
haiz~!
help me~
i knew that sometimes she came back from Malacca..
but she didn't inform me about that :(
too bad...haiz!
ching is gonna join the june intake of A-levels in Taylor's College~
although its not my school but atleast its nearby my school :D
then we can meet oftenly! YAYYY!!!
im waiting for that day!
aren't you ching? =P

Career exploration day @ Yakult

have u seen this before?

i wanna try all of this =)

Delicious~ i think @@"

Back to Primary school~ im the oldest i think =(

Place to breed Yakult-Lactic Acid Bacteria

Tanks tankS TaNkS

'HOMO'GENIZER :)

test tubes with yakult in it?

what's that called? hmm...anhydrous calcium nitrate? LOL

Tornado Yakult!!

I hope i can go inside and slide all the way down~ weeeee~~~

What a serious face

experiments @@

PRO

attaching straws to the Yakult bottles



Bye Yakult! see you at the market! ;)

there's Shirota bacteria inside~our tour guide @ Yakult staff

Bye Yakult!

went to Yu Hua~

after playing basketball~

had lunch at noodle express =)

some kind of soda juice~

IM LOVIN IT :D

went to fish spa since there was promotion for student

SEE THIS!

im not kidding!

lol

my fren asked me : how long you didn't wash your leg?

me : long time ago! >

actually i washed my leg but i didn't scurb u dead skin out laaa...

im not that discusting ok?

Dr Fish LOVES muaa leg =X

here is some BIG ones!

i can feel the bite!

its ticklish!!

woohooooo!!!!!

fear

im so scared laa

SPM results will be coming out SOON!!!

so SOON man

if my results is "good"

i will jump from KLCC!!

check out the newspaper next day ;)

atlast i can go back to my secondary school

miss my friends, LALA YU, teachers and also the beautiful view of my school!

miss everything!!!

IM BACK SSS!!!

and, what the hell?!

i got saman from my school's library!

makan my $$!!!

didn't return book on date need to charge RM1 -.-

think i very rich ah?

charge so expensive!

and i have to pay for RM28 =.=

because i borrow 2 books

and the due date is 2 weeks before today

finally,

I'M BROKE! T~T

on diet =)

im on diet nowadays

and i cooked in my hostel :D

can keep fit+save $$

see~~

looks nice right?

this is my first time cooking in hostel ^^

this egg is over COOKED..........

looks like moon right?

lol~

2nd day~looks better?

Yummy~~

tell me that I'm a good chef ;)

if wanna try then come to my hostel!!!

1 for RM 10!! cheap right? LOL =)

~♥MUA BIRTHDAY♥~

Its Valentines!

what a good good day for the couples~

including me too!!!

Don't misunderstand,

it's just my Birthday ;P

i'll never get to celebrate the V'day!

hahahahaha

i had organised a party at my house that day

actually i wanted to invite my other friends too

but unfortunately my mum don't let

because we had some problem in preparing food -.-ll...

because it is difficult to prepare so much food

since we're not professional chef @@"

All Hope+1 Charity=?

^^v

the girls who are preapring to go clubbing~


Male car model???




Kah Yan and her "wife's"

kiss kiss =)

im 18!!! OMG!!! really UNBELIEVABLEE!!

My Sweet Family~♥

BIG FAMILY =)

MY BESTIESS^^

MY 10 YEAR OLD FRIEND ;)

funny face of the day O.o

The Coupless!!!

what pose is that?

#smile~!#